“You say the ship set sail on us… I’ve accepted it. If you’re happy, I’m happy. But, if that ship starts to sink, I will swim to you and save you. But don’t wait till you’re almost drowning to ask for help.”
“One of my really good friends had committed suicide 2 years ago this July.
My really good friend was also my ex boyfriend. Me & him had a huge fight a few months before he ended his life over me & my current boyfriend.
To be honest, I still love him and everyday I wish I told him what I should have so long ago. Rest in the sweetest peace my love.”
“One of my friends died of a heroin overdose and i feel bad that i wasn’t there for her. But that’s not the secret, the secret is that i heard about if from my abusive, cheating ex and all i wanted to do was tell him that he deserved to die that way, scared and alone.
I quit my job because i was constantly being harassed and decided that quitting was the better way than getting other people fired.
I wish my sister was dead… she had a cancer scare a couple of months ago and recently I told my mom I wish it had been true. She asked if it was because I believed it would teach her humility. No, it is because she is an evil person who since the day she turned 14, she is 23 now she has never done anything kind for someone unless there was some self-serving purpose behind it. In all honesty I just wanted to watch her suffer like I have for years. She tortured me for years all the way through my adolescence including telling me to kill myself. When I eventually, years later tried to talk to her about the multiple times I did try. Her response: I don’t want all that drama… I honestly wish that she would die horrifically. I now have to move because her and her family just moved in with us. It’s a small house and in the last two days I’ve been medicated out of my mind just so I can deal with her. She is constantly threatening me and accusing me of things I don’t do. Calling me worthless and lazy because I quit my job. Today she even pulled the “what bills do you pay” card… Let’s see…. the electric my car payment the heating deposit. The only bills I don’t pay are divided up between my parents who asked me to live with them, and those are just the rent, food and car insurance. I’ve made it through a course in college I only took to make my abusive ex happy and now that I want to go back for real all she has to say is be realistic. She cheated on the father of her daughter and only had the baby to keep him around. She is a sociopath. She needs to be hit by a meteor or struck by lightning. I was in a horrific car accident two years ago that left me with ptsd. It was not my fault and whenever she feels like it she’s all… don’t let her borrow your car… you know what happened last time.
That is all.”
“I want to break up with you because our relationship is flat, I’m bored and want to date other girls. No matter what I say you’re going to make me feel like an asshole, but keep trying to bring me back. Sure, maybe it is all my fault, but I accept that. Why can’t you just let me go?”