January Secrets! (and 2012 resolutions!)

“Maybe it wasn’t rape, but it was sexual assault. You are acting like nothing happened, and I’m sitting here with that memory with me for the rest of my life. I don’t know who to go to, and I don’t want to report it because I was high, so I was in the wrong as well. I can’t even describe how much I hate you.”

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“I almost drowned when I was 7-years-old. I’m 19, and I still haven’t told my parents because I don’t want them to freak out or worry. I never tell them bad things that happen to me.”

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“I really wish ‘secret’ admirers would be more upfront, and that those people who clearly want to speak, but don’t know what to say, would just say anything. Ask for my number, find me on Facebook, whatever. Nothing is more attractive than confidence. Stop being so worried about being ‘creepy.’ Just go for it.”

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“I’ve never cut. I’m too scared of the pain.”

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“I hate my father because he’s never acted like one. I wish he would love me though, so I could stop being jealous of all the girls who have daddies who care.”

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“Sometimes I want to burn out. Secretly. Joining the 27 club seems so glamorous. I’m afraid of addiction and all the horrible things I’d have to do to get there though. But still, sometimes I think dying young would leave me with no regrets.”

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“I lied about being pregnant. I thought it would make him stay.”

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“I secretly am afraid I’m bipolar, or have some kind of mental illness. Maybe manic depression. I can’t stop self diagnosing myself, and what’s worse my lows are really low…sometimes I’m afraid I’ll never smile again.”

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“The best thing to happen to me so far this year is losing my phone on New Years and all of my contacts with it.  All the texts I’d kept to refer back to should I ever fall for your tricks again are gone.  I guess every cloud really does have a silver lining.”

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“I talk about my goals in life. But deep down, I know I am not going to be alive that long. Even as I type this, I feel something wrong.”

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“I always fall for players because I think they see something in me that they don’t see in their other random whores. But in the end, I am always hurt. I guess their tactics work.”

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“You don’t know what I would give to be the reason for the smile on your face again.”

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“Secretly, I’m a little naive.”

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“I’ve recently realized timing is everything. I had a boyfriend at the time, but now you’re away for training. I miss you so much. My heart will break the minute you’re deployed.”

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“It took 3 years, but I’m finally over you. Time does heal all wounds. Some just take longer than others…”

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“The psychiatrist says she thinks I’m in denial. I call it choosing to be happy for the first time in years.”

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“It’s a shame the creator of TerpSecret doesn’t know who I am. She started a group for our class nobody else had the balls to do, and did it with grace. If only I had to the nerve to ask her out for a drink. Too bad I don’t know what I would say to her when I saw her…”

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“I’m still in love with him and I don’t understand why. After all the tears and pain he caused I am still in love with him. It’s not that he broke my heart that makes me so upset. It’s that he lied to me just so he could use me and now I have to see him everyday flirting with his next victims.”

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“I wish I could explain to you everything that I am so you would understand and stop getting so mad that I don’t make sense. I’m truly sorry I have so many problems, and I’m sorry I don’t know how to fix them. You’ll never understand how much it hurts when you tell me that you’re so sure I know how to fix them. I wish I could tell you this too, and that it would mean something to you.”

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“I’m in love with you, but I’ll never be able to tell you. You’ll probably never read this, and I’m sure you’ll never know. But I know, I always will, and I guess it’ll always be my secret to keep.”

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“If it weren’t for knowing how it would hurt my parents, I likely would have already committed suicide.”

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“I’ve got a crush on the creator of TerpSecret because she sat in front of me all last semester.”

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“I don’t miss you anymore. I never did. I thought I missed you, I was wrong. You walked into my life and walked back out to teach me that I don’t need you; that I don’t need anyone.”

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“I love my neighbor. She’s amazing.”

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“What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say, and watching you walk away… and never knowing what could have been. — Lyrics or not, that’s exactly how I feel.”

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“I enjoy feeling superior to other people and it disgusts me.”

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“I miss nothing more than being told ‘I love you.’ I would give anything to find the right someone to say those words to me again.”

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“I always saw you staring at me from across the room. I always looked back. I was too afraid to talk to you because I didn’t know what you would think of me. Sometimes I turned away because I was too amazed by your eyes. I was going to talk to you but when I saw your smile when you entered the room to take the finals, I froze because it was so amazing. In the end, I did nothing. I wasn’t able to talk to you. Now I just have to let you go because I don’t know anything about you. Maybe we will meet again. Hopefully…”

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Resolution: “Save money”

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Resolution: “STOP letting fear ruin everything for you”

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Resolution: “STOP overanalyzing”

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Resolution: “Try harder in school”

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Resolution: “Try at least five new things”

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Resolution: “BE BRAVE! Live a little!”

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Resolution: “Mend broken friendships.”

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Resolution: “BEAT depression and anxiety; don’t feed it anymore.”

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Resolution: “Be confident. Be true. Be yourself.”

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Resolution: “Help someone change his/herself.”

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Resolution: “Learn how to accept change.”

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Resolution: “Love hard when there is love to be had because perfect guys don’t exist, but there’s always one guys that is perfect for you.”

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Ah, good. I love maturity.

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